Just Seeing the Blessed Virgin Mary is Enough.
“Indeed,
just seeing Her teaches the beauty of purity, of
prayer, and of silence.”
Maria
Valtlorta writes in her notebook: Last night, September 18, I
suffered terribly. I had been suffering like that all day long and
was utterly exhausted. Every breath, every movement, however small,
was most painful for me and forced me, who never complain, to
protest. And then there was the coughing […]
At
supper time – that is, from 8 to 9 pm – when I had been left
alone, my mental sight was beatified by the vision of Holy Mary. I
will try to describe Her to you. But how can I manage to show you her
beauty and the colors She had?
She
is dressed in white: a dress closed at the base of the neck, as if it
were curled, for I see that over her breast the cloth forms soft
folds which chastely follow Mary's figure. The sleeves are rather
narrow and long, down to her wrists. At her waist a belt gathers in
her dress. But it is not golden or silver. It seems to be a silken
cord, the same as the dress in color and luster. It has no bows, but
falls down over the dress. It encircles it, and that's all.
Over
her head, a mantle of the same cloth as the dress, light, but not
veiling Her. It descends over Mary's cheeks and approaches her neck,
as if it were held back by a clasp. A long clasp, though, for I see
Mary's extremely white throat. In short, it is supported at her
shoulders and descends along the upper part of her arms and her side
down to the ground.
But
how can I describe for you the splendor of that very white arid
simple dress? Snow is gray and opaque; the lily is still less
beautiful. Its whiteness shines so brightly that it resembles silver
turned into cloth. Oh, words are impotent to describe the light! Only
in Heaven […] can there be such cloth of a phosphorescent,
diamond-like, pearly, opaline whiteness which is a gem without being
a gem or resulting from the union of gems so as to shine that way!
I
see the rather round oval of Mary's face. Of a shade of ivory like
certain magnolia petals, the same color as that of her Son's face,
though shaped differently from his, which is longer and thinner. On
this flowery face only the thin lips and eyebrows, slightly dark,
provide color.
The
eyes, not wide open, but seeds veiled by her eyelids, have the same
gaze as her Son's and are of the same sky-blue as Jesus', but paler.
To continue with human comparisons, I might say that Jesus' eyes are
sapphire, and Mary's, turquoise. Jesus' serious, saddened look is in
Mary a sadness joined, however, to a smile: the good smile of someone
who is afflicted, but wants to console and exhort at the same time.
Her
hair is the color of ripe wheat, or pure gold, if you prefer, always
tending towards reddish blond, but more blond than red, whereas in
Jesus there is a tendency towards a coppery blond.
Her
long, thin hands, with very long and tapering fingers, emerge from
the tight sleeves, with their delicate, very white wrists. They are
two magnolia petals joined in prayer. They so resemble budding
flowers that it seems to me they must smell of flowers.
No
necklace, none at all. It is all of Mary which is a Gem with the
luminosity of alabaster, or, better, of opal inwardly illuminated by
a flame. Her glorified body emits light, a very gentle light which
really makes me think of a lamp burning before the Tabernacle: a lamp
of white alabaster or, I repeat, of opal.
I
do not see her feet because the dress is so long that it covers them.
That's my description of our Mother for you.
She
kept and keeps me company, and it strikes me that everything around
me is becoming luminous and virginal, and light and purity descend
into my heart and, along with them, a joy that makes me weep with
blessedness.
I
believe that if Mary said a single word, my soul would swoon in
ecstasy, for only a thread keeps me from sinking into it, and this is
only so I can see the Blessed One and feel kissed by her smile and
her look.
It
is now evening, and I say to Jesus, "Lord, won't you say
something today?"
He
replies that my lesson today is being given me by Mary and that the
contemplation of Her does not require other words. Indeed, just
seeing Her teaches the beauty of purity, of prayer, and of silence.
Three great things very little and poorly practiced.
In
the midst of my physical and moral aching, I find myself in joy, for
the light of the loveliest star, Mary, shines upon me, and it is
granted to me to fix my eyes upon Her.
Later…
And Mary tells me wordlessly that She is teaching me something else:
to see her children even in one's enemies. For them, too, She gave
her Son and accepted them as children, as She accepted us. She makes
me grasp that to look upon them with acrimony is to cause Her pain
and become unlike Her, who gazed at those who crucified her Son and
pierced her Immaculate Heart with loving compassion.
Maria
Valtorta, The
Notebooks 1943,
September 19, pp. 322-324.
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The
Lord is speaking to his Apostle Simon the Zealot: “Let us go to
sweet Galilee, rich in green fields and cool waters. Have you ever
been there?”
“1
passed through once, in winter, during one of my painful pilgrimages
from one doctor to another. I liked it...”
“Oh!
It is beautiful. Always. [...] The lake... The lake surrounded by
mountains, more or less close to it, seems to be made just to speak
of God to souls seeking God. It is a piece of the sky which has
fallen into the green vegetation, and the vault of Heaven does not
forsake it, but is reflected in it with its stars, which are thus
multiplied, to be presented to the Creator strewn on a sapphire
plate. The olive-trees reach down almost to its shores and are full
of nightingales, and they also sing their praise to the Creator Who
lets them live in such a sweet and placid place.
“And
My Nazareth! All ready to be kissed by the sun, all white and green
[…], charming, between the two giants of the Great and Small
Hermon, and the pedestal of mountains supporting the Tabor […].
“And
then... then, oh! Simon! There is a Flower there!
“There
is a Flower that lives solitary, fragrant with purity and love for
Her God and Her Son! There is My Mother. You will meet Her, Simon,
and then you will be able to tell Me whether there is a creature like
Her, also in human grace, on the earth. She is beautiful, but
everything is surpassed by what emanates internally from Her. If a
brute should [...] disfigure Her and send Her roving, She would still
appear as a Queen in a royal dress, because Her holiness would cover
Her as a mantle and confer splendour on Her.
“The
world can give Me all possible evil, but I will forgive the world
everything, because to come into the world and redeem it, I had Her,
the humble and great Queen of the world, Whom the world does not
know, but through Whom it has received Good and will receive still
more throughout centuries.
“Here
we are at the Temple. Let us keep the Judaic form of worship. But I
solemnly tell you that the true House of God, the Holy Ark, is Her
Heart, the veil of which is Her most pure flesh and its embroidery
work are all Her virtues.”
Maria
Valtorta, The
Gospel as Revealed to Me,
Volume 2, Chapter 85, pp. 56-58.
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