An
overview based on private revelations to Maria Valtorta (from The
Gospel as Revealed to Me formerly known as the The Poem the
Man-God.)
Old
Ananias, a
relative of Mary of Simon – the mother of Judas Iscariot – bursts
into her home in Kerioth the night of Good Friday, having run away
from Jerusalem. He enters
the home while shouting that her son has betrayed the Master and
handed Him over to His enemies! Ananias
relates in a frenzy that Judas has betrayed Him with a kiss, and that
the Lord has been beaten, crowned with thorns, and crucified through
the action of her son. The
Master’s enemies with obscene triumph are boasting of
the betrayal of the Lord for a few coins, while
broadcasting
the misdeeds of Judas.
Mary
of Simon collapses on the floor,
suddenly turning a dark color
– according to the doctors her liver had burst, and the bile
flowing out corrupted
her blood. Neighbors were shouting that her son Judas had betrayed
God; she is the mother of the betrayer of God. Old Ananias, with the
help of Anne, a follower of the Lord, and assisted
by only one
other person willing to be
near Mary, evacuated
her
that evening to the safety of the country home of Anne, in order to
escape the constant vituperation.
She
was lying in bed at Anne’s home, under her loving care. Mary’s
features are altered beyond recognition, her eyes red with tears and
fever. Her hair in a short time has become more white than black.
Weeping, she sobs that she is the mother of the Cain . . . of God.
Even the wind says it, ‘Mary of Simon you are the mother of the
betrayer of the Master, who handed Him over to His executioners.’
The whole earth shouts it. She
does not want to live any longer, moaning that she is
the mother of Judas! “What did I give birth to?”
Anne
tries her best to calm her, insisting that she is innocent and that
it is certain that the Lord loves her. Anne then leaves the room to
wash some of the soiled
cloths that have been used to wipe the sweat and tears of Mary.
After she is gone, the room is lit up by the appearance of the Risen
Jesus, who calls out to Mary. But the delirious
mother pays no attention to the voice. The Lord calls her gently,
“Mary, Mary of Simon.” But she can only repeat, “The mother of
Judas! What have I given birth to?”
Two
tears well up in the eyes of the compassionate
Lord, as He sits
down on the edge of the bed. He lays his hand on Mary’s
forehead, pushing aside the damp cloths, and He
answers her question by saying that Judas was a poor wretch, that and
nothing else. No matter what the world shouts, He implores,
God says to have peace because He loves her. He continues: “Look at
Me poor
mother, gather your lost spirit and put it in My
hands, I am Jesus!”
The Risen Lord appears to Mary Magdelene, by Fra Angelico
She
opens her eyes as if exiting a nightmare; she sees Jesus and feels
His hand on her forehead. But she moans and covers her face in
shame, begging Jesus not to curse her. In her sorrow, she adds: “If
I had known what I was giving birth to, I would have torn my womb to
prevent him from being born.”
Jesus,
however, tells her she would have sinned by doing that. She should
not depart from her justice because of the sin of someone else. She
has done her duty as a mother, and:
“The mothers who have fulfilled their duty must not consider
themselves responsible for the sins of their sons.” Yet she
struggles to avoid the
hands of Jesus that wish to caress her, saying
that He should not touch her because she is the mother
of a demon.
As
the tears of Jesus fall on her feverish face, He
says to Mary
that His tears of compassion have purified her. Since His own
sorrowful Passion, He had not shed his tears on anyone, but he tells
her that He is weeping over her with all of His loving pity. He
succeeds in holding her trembling hands; and caressed by his loving
eyes, she begins to calm down. She asks the Lord if He bears any
grudge against her. Jesus replies that He has love for her, that He
has come to give her love and peace.
But
Mary says that while He forgives, the world won’t and His Mother
will hate her. Jesus responds that His Mother Mary thinks of Mary of
Simon as a sister; it is true that the world is cruel, but the
Blessed Virgin is the Mother of Love. Even though the mother of
Judas can not show herself in the world, the Blessed Virgin herself
will come to visit her when everything is at peace.
But
the forlorn woman says to Jesus: “Make me die, if you love me.”
The Lord asks her to give Him a period of time of her suffering, for
it will be a short one. Her sorrow serves to join with His wounds –
and her tears and His Blood wash the world. Grief stricken, Mary
cries out that since her son betrayed Him with a kiss, will He allow
her to cancel it by letting her kiss His hands? There is nothing
else she can do. The Lord does not want to her to become upset by
seeing the wounds that are covered by the long sleeves of His tunic.
So He takes her head in His hands and lightly kisses with his divine
lips the forehead of this most unhappy of all women. He blesses her
with the partings words: “So be at peace, because there is nothing
but love between you and Me.”
Her
friend Anne has re-entered the room, dumbfounded at seeing the
resurrected Lord. Jesus walks out with her into the corridor, and
thanks her for taking care of Mary. His face is sad. He tells Anne
that if Judas had only cast a glance of repentance at Him, He would
have obtained God’s forgiveness for him. He had been sinning for
months, and nothing He
said or did could arrest the will of Judas to sin. Anne asked if
Judas had not thought of his mother, that she would be accused of
being the mother of the betrayer? The Lord replied that it was one
of the reasons He had recourse to in reaching out to Judas, to try to
hold him back. But Judas went so far as to hate God, and he had
never loved father or mother or anyone else with true love.
Old
Ananias, who had helped to bring Mary to Anne’s home, opens the
door and enters. He immediately prostrates himself, giving a stifled
cry: “The Lord!” He is a relative of Mary of Simon, and he dares
not move, but weeps, saying:
“We are of horrible blood!” The Lord tells Ananias to take
heart, God is just. “Relatives who have done their duty must not
consider themselves responsible for the sin of a relative.”
After
a short conversation with Ananias, Jesus prepares to leave the home.
He becomes as bright and handsome as He was on Mt. Tabor. A
light envelopes Him, concealing His parting smile. And
the corridor is instantly left without him, as Anne and Ananias kneel
in adoration.
Based on Chapter 628 of The Gospel as it was Revealed to Me, by Maria Valtorta.
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WOW! Frank, this is amazing. Oh, the Mercy of Jesus, to come and console the mother of Judas! He is SO GOOD and Compassionate!
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